taking care of pets

I am sad right now.

My brother has a pet hamster, he used to have 2, they reproduced, the male died and all the kids were given away.

My brother lost his interest in taking care of the remaining hamster. So I took over. But I am also a busy person. Right now, coz of neglect, the hamster is sick. She has a wet tail. And I am afraid we'll lose her. I cannot afford to bring the hamster to a vet right now. TT_TT

I have always been partial to animals. Seeing them being neglected crushes my heart. I've cried when we lost all our dogs. When I had Panda, I kept promising her I'll treat her, buy her dog food and play with her more. But she got caught by the dog pound and my mother didn't want to get her. :( And now this poor hamster. I don't know what to do. I don't want her to suffer.

With this looming sadness, that evil evaluator at my school added to my grief. I'll write another post about that witch later.

Hara, whatever happens, I won't forget you.