Self-destructive

Yesterday, I did something crazy. But I don't want to detail it here.

Nagpakaulaw lang ko.

Hubby is not getting over it, coz I hurt him. I tried hurting myself, but as usual, ended up hurting him more. And the more I see him hurt, the more I want to hurt myself. Kakapoy.

I'll seek a way to end this self-destructive behavior. I don't want us hurt anymore.

oh canada

I forgot to write about coming here to Canada. I'll write about that later.

Just wanna remind myself that I should not make a lot of complaints. I'll just write it down here. Sometimes, it's better not to write it at all so that I won't have to think about it and accidentally say it out loud. That will just cause trouble.

Like for today. *sigh*

I'll just shut up and write things down later.