2013, so far

I think this is my first entry for the new year.

I meant to write an entry last week, when I cut my hair, but I got lazy. Maybe I'll do that later.

Anyways, I felt down and disappointed because I've been looking forward to work for TPC. Now, that I am given a chance, thanks to Eva and Glen, Seb won't let me, for various reasons. First, he doesn't want me to go to Manila (coz it's dangerous). And second, I "might" get my visa, "soon." How "soon" is that? No idea.

This blasted waiting for the visa to arrived has ruined our lives, sort of. We've been waiting and waiting, even spent a couple of thousands on school so that I could finish before the visa arrives. It also has made looking for a job difficult, because I feel like I can't give my all coz I might leave anytime. Sheesh. So much for expectations.

And oh yeah, I just turned 29 last Friday. Not so much fan fare. The usual. We had shrimp for dinner, and mamon, and strawberries and ice cream on Saturday. Nothing really special.

I got so much to be worried, but I don't want to. And all this waiting is wrecking havoc on Seb's health. Poor hubby. I feel so distant from him sometimes, like I think I am not comforting him enough. Poor hubby.

Anyways, I hope to get my visa soon, like a month or two. In the meantime, I'm gonna spend my time wisely. Like wake up early and help my mother with chores. Practice drawing, practice A LOT. Take lots of photos. Help Pauline, Petria and Bordz with school. FINISH THE PHOTO PROJECTS. Damnit, that's been super duper delayed.

Yeah, gotta make use of myself instead of moping around.

That's it for now. Pictures of new hair will be for later.